Thoughts #1

I hope you continue to love me, 

despite my distance,

my hesitance,

my ambivalence,

my fatigue,

I hope you continue to see my beauty,

no matter what.

A selfish thing to ask of you,

but I hope in your doubt,

your hurt,

your despair,

even your anger,

I hope you continue to look at me with fondness.

I hope you continue to love me.

Because I love you.

Excerpt from my diary; 16 October 2018

Entry #1

After keeping silent for a while, I kinda miss my little room in the virtual space. So, I figured documenting bits and pieces of my thoughts and trivial amusements might do me some good. The Internet has always been defined - at least to me - as a place where it allows us to channel the best parts of ourselves that we deem worthy for the world to see. Reality isn’t so fun, imperfections are difficult to veil but here, this virtual realm is flawless. We are flawless.

So, this is my coping space - when the going gets tough, I hope to make this small corner on the Internet my safe room to keep my tough going.